^^ down down :))

Right now, i do not know how to express my feelings. It's quite complicated as i have passed these types of thought many times when i was denied. The pain and bitterness has faded a lot compared with the first time i faced it. My mind keeps on telling me to be more positive. And i forget and try to delete my pain, but sometimes it's non effective effort. It's a round. And i read somewhere in my recent book " 21 is the time that youth try to find their own ways or they will fall down "
Yes. It is :)